This was difficult to read…I had no idea this sort of thing is happening in Poland. It sounds like a frightening time for the people of Poland, (and certainly the LGBTQ people of Poland.)
I am so sorry to hear about this. But the 3D structures are dying…it’s why the energy of it is so vicious now. That old energy is fighting to survive. It needs to die already…it won’t be much longer. I hope to see it in my lifetime, but I think you will definitely see it in yours. I hope this bit of hope helps!